Off to Aramasí, for GOOD

25 January

This morning was the planning meeting for February in Aramasí, and I got to present my project plan (tentative, but a start). The administration is ready to have me out in Aramasí, doing what I've come to do. So any plan I proposed would have been fine with them, as long as I'm under José's supervision. José is the agronomist and irrigation tecnition who will be my advisor/tutor/boss. I've been out twice now with the intention of staying, but both times I was sent home because José was not around. He just had a son and his wife has been a little frail. Understandable.

In 5 minutes I've gotta get to work here at Casablanca, which is pretty packed for a Monday.

But tomorrow morning I'm taking a few trufis (trufi stands for Transporte RUta FIjada) to Quillacollo, about 12 km. outside of Cochabamba where I'll meet José and drive 2 hours on mountain dirt roads to Aramasí. My schedule, I learned this morning is Monday morning through Friday afternoon, so I'll still be in Cochabamba every weekend, if I want to come back.

Well, that was 5 minutes. To the right is Casablanca's owner and a friend playing chess. Chess happens a lot here.

Spun Out

11 Jan.

Well, I feel like things had got out of control. Sorry for the awkwward rawness of my last blogs. They were originally journal entries, but became blog entries because I felt that I needed to get honest. It was partly because of my vow on my first entry and partly because I had just got lost and confused and needed some grounding.
I've been very busy, though, lately. This is actually an edited email to my mom. But it's straightforward, no worries.

I took the house, Semilla de Amor, out to ice cream yesterday. Claudia joined us and helped reserve a table big enough for us all for when we were arriving. It was a big ordeal, getting the house cleaned after lunch, getting everyone ready and 'presentable' to go into town, walking down to the micro, crossing the streets, it was a lot of fun. Actually, the ice cream part was the most boring, the trip down and the walk around town afterward were the real hi-lights. There was an artesan fair in the plaza Colón, right by the ice cream place, so we walked through and the kids had a great time seeing all the colorful and diverse handmade goods and plants. Viviana bought some flowers with the kid's help. Then we walked through the main plaza and over to catch the bus back up to the villa. But it was a whole day trip packed into 4 short hours. Mario is getting SOOOOO big. He feels twice the weight he was a month ago. I had to carry him for the last stretch from the plaza to the bus. We also watered all the plants around the house while the girls were getting ready, I held Mario and Mario held the hose.
On Thursday I went up to the Villa in the morning and stayed until 5pm, then I had to go to work at Casablanca till 2 am! I played so hard! I met the new volunteers, had lunch at the guy's house in the villa, played cards and hacky-sack with the guys and Chris and the volunteers. Then I went to Semilla de Amor and helped clean-up before we went to the salón and played pelota quemada, which is their version of dodge ball. Holy moly, we had an epic game. The ball was pretty big, a extra large sized red rubber kick-ball like we have in the states. I was soooo tired on friday, my whole body hurt.
I paid for my ID card on friday, I had to go in twice to fill out tons of paperwork and then pay 345 bs. but it was already too late to take my picture by the time I finished, so I go in right now to get my picture taken and then on Thursday I'll have my official Bolivian Foreign Missionary ID card!
I met a couple ladies last night in La Morada who are here visiting from Virginia. One has been highly involved in founding the scholarship fund for the the girl college students, they were interesting to talk to. Big ole' Southern large-and-in-charge political fund-raising ladies.

I finally got to play cacho last night with some new Bolivian friends, they are in the military and offered to take me shooting. Woohoo. We had a good time, I lost, but I was super happy to score some true-blue Bolivian cacho companions.

I have been able to give away a whole bunch of nice European girl's clothes to the girls house. It was fun to waltz up to them with my big laundry bag full of foreign treasures and watch them all take stuff out and try it on and ask each other if they could pull it off and suggest things to one another. I think they will end up sharing all of it anyway, except Cintia got a pair of shoes that I doubt she's taken off yet.

They're digging huge holes in the Villa where my old garden used to be, I guess for the new septic tank. The boys are craving manly companionship. I can't go into the villa without being forced to throw guys around, help dig up heavy rocks, climb around on trees and buildings, wrestle, all kinds of manhood tests for the boys to try out.

So much so much so much. But I've gotta get my picture taken.

New Year's

1 January

Wow, so much to write. My last entry was a month ago. And I haven’t even posted it yet. On the same despairing day I wrote my last entry, I was invited on a trip to the Salar de Uyuni. At the time it seemed impossible, with work at Casablanca, visa stuff still pending, and absolutely no budget for it. But the timing was just right. I asked Consuelo, my visa advocate, and she said that I should go now, before I turn my papers in to migration, plus it would take 5 more days to get my last signed criminal record from the Colonel in charge of Bolivian Interpol. At work, Elio asked ME if I was available the next week and I took the opportunity to say that I was not available. Lastly, I called José, the agronomist in Aramasí and he said to go for it. So I went for it, much to the surprise of my friend, Claudia who thought I would bale out. The next morning, tuesday the 7th, I was at the bus terminal with my pack at 7:30 am.
Before I continue, I think I’ll use my free time to read some scripture. Psalm 42 and John 12. Good stuff. The resurrection of Lazarus was a pretty big deal in Jesus’ final days.
So I posted a personal journal entry with some details about life here to close the gap between my last on purpose entry and this one. I now know why I was scared to dedicate this blog to telling the truth about what happens here. By now, some people could get into some trouble with information I disclose.

Last night was New Year’s eve, and I celebrated it in Sucre with Claudia. The most notable event of the evening was at midnight (or near midnight, we didn’t have a countdown or a reliable clock) when we were in the Plaza Principal 25 de Mayo with everyone and their cousins. There were ladies selling bottles of cheap sparkling wine, grapes and fireworks in mass quantities along all the hedges in the plaza, and everyone was buying from them. I’m not sure about which fireworks did what, but there were long sticks that worked like Roman candles, shorter sticks that shot out colorful balls of fire way into the air and apparently sticks that shot off explosive “boomers” that made deep thundering noises. Around midnight, everyone started shooting off fireworks in the crowded plaza and it was really fun for a bit, until a “boomer” mysteriously exploded in our faces. We think it hit Claudia’s head because she was bleeding from the side of her scalp and couldn’t feel that side of her face and some of her her was burnt and pulled out. I felt the shrapnel from the thing in my face at the same time my hearing went out except for a high pitched squealing. The others disappeared to somewhere. There were spilled drinks and empty space all around me immediately and I was disoriented and alone. I saw Claudia crouched behind some grape vendors and went to see how she was.

We are eating dinner at a touristy café with overpriced shabby food. But at least there’s some wireless. We’re going to see Avatar tonight, which I’m excited about. That’s it for now. I’ll fill in the gaps later.

Developments and Confessions

15 Dec.

I’m at Brazilian Coffee trying to get on the internet to read some scripture before going to Immigration with all my paperwork.

Yesterday morning I got back from a 6 day trip to Salar de Uyuni (the salt flats) and Tupisa (waaaaay south in Bolivia where Butch Cassidy and the Sundance kid were killed) and Potosí, the 19th century silver mining boom-town; the highest altitude city in the world. I was invited by a German girl named Claudia and some of her traveling friends. Something happened with me and Claudia.
I’ve completely lost track of my spending. Chris has my little book with my expenses because I left it at Casa Esperanza and haven’t got to see him yet. He seems to do a lot of work, I think he likes to work, I hope to settle in and work on something as whole-heartedly. Maybe I’ll go to Aramsí this afternoon. If I can make it back for work on Wed. night.

Claudia cooked a Tai chicken dish, then we stayed up smoking and drinking white wine with Delphine, her house-mate. Delphine is a pretty French girl who is too nice for her own good. She has been in the 3rd floor apartment alone with her leg in a cast for the last week and was craving familiar company. Delphine broke her leg jumping off the roof of a building next to a Chicharía (a place where you drink Chicha, the traditional indigenous home-made social liquor) after the police raided the party with tear gas and night-sticks. The party was raided because it was during the dry law (no drinking alcohol) on the weekend before elections. The party was held in adherence to the tradition of K'oa, an offering of incense to the Pachamama and a small party to celebrate the abundance provided the previous month and a motion of faith that the blessing will carry on to the next month. So at La Tinkuna, a remote Chicharía along the road to Quillacollo, Cochabamba’s closest neighbor, they took the risk to celebrate the K'oa despite the dry law and got busted. The attendees were half foreign volunteers and half Bolivians. Apparently the police broke in with gas and sticks and everyone scattered like cockroaches, as my friend Eden so eloquently commented. Truckloads of foreigners were brought to Interpol to be examined, lectured, threatened, kept up all night and released the next morning. Many escaped via rooftops, some hid successfully until the bust was over. Delphine jumped off a roof and broke her leg and got arrested by Interpol. Eden got away and said it was a great time.

I have to go to Consuelo’s office to get my pictures with red background and pay Consuelo for her help.
I just saw Fansisca, one of Amistad’s most veteran Mamá’s. She is waiting for Cintia to show-up for an important exam next door. Cintia had moved in with her as she was trying to do the paperwork for adoption. But Cintia has had to move back into the girl’s youth house until the adoption is finalized. Cintia is a special one, she has always been a princess, actress, drama queen. I went to her first play when I was here in 2003. She is grown up beyond her age and knows how to carry herself, talk and behave with calculated, but genuine, friendliness.
I need to get online today. But if I go to Aramasí, it would be better.

Off to Migraciones.

Last Day of Visa Stress

6 Dec.

Today is election day. No vehicles allowed on the streets. No businesses allowed to open. Consumption of alcohol strictly prohibited.
My 30 days are up tomorrow. I had 30 days to use my “special purpose missionary visa” to submit all my documents for an actual missionary visa. Everything has been in order for a week, but there is a particular Colonel in charge of criminal records that will not sign for me to stay.
I am fasting today for my time in Bolivia. I am in Bolivia because God called me here by putting in my heart a passion for Bolivia and nowhere else. I will definitely cry if I have to leave. But also, I have to understand that whatever happens, it is because that’s what God wants, which is the best. Maybe I’m needed somewhere else and was just given a wonderful visit to a place and people that I love.
The longer it takes to get accepted for the one measly year I am trying to be here, the more unwelcome I feel and the more distant from my purpose in coming. I still cannot picture myself doing anything in Aramasí, I have no technical skills, I can’t speak Quechua, I was sent by an organization without any consultation of the people in the actual community.
I took my first Quechua class yesterday morning. It was very exciting. It’s such an old language, and so different from any Romance or Anglo-Germanic languages. They have a completely unique way of expressing and relating and understanding themselves in relation to others and the world the exist in. I have not even scraped the surface, but isolation is a nonsensical idea in Quechua, interrelatedness is implied and essential in the meaning of the words and grammatical construction. For instance, the first question asked after the initial Walejllachu? (All is well, friend, no?) means “what ayllu is yours and how are things among you?” Ayllu means family and community and mutual support system.